So, I do admit, I kind of didn't really do anything on this site after the first, what, four days of having it.
I don't get the purpose of things. I really don't.
I don't understand the purpose of my artwork, because it generally doesn't have a purpose but it's easy to fake.

I need to put more of my drawings in Illustrator to make the lines nice but the computer with the Illustrator CS3 is slow like crazy and the trial is almost up. And codes and downloading it never worked.

And I need to put my portfolio together too to send it to colleges so I can stop stressing about my future and the point of daily life.

I guess senior year is confusing. I have a lot of things on my mind (like a guy... which SHOULDN'T be because I'm supposed to be independent and I do not need anyone else in my life) and I work a lot and have homework so there is so much to do that I don't have time to clean my room or anything.

For now, I think I just need to find out what I'm doing and seek what I live for before I go crazy and yell at random strangers about their shallow lives.

I'll download more artwork too, once I find out which things count the most.